Althea's mind reeled. An upcoming meeting between the kingdoms? This was an event she had to attend. She would ask for the details later - there was no need to pump the other young queen for information now. Emra was not likely to leave the Lady behind.
'Thank you,' she said aloud. 'If you will excuse me, I must bid my divers farewell.' Nodding towards Emra, she slipped out and walked down to the shore. As she strolled down the beach, she continued to admire the bright, lush greenery around her. Living in Zircon seemed to be a terrible ordeal to return to eventually. Here there was everything she could ever want - beautiful scenery, good food and sunlight.
If I could live here always, she toyed with the thought, and never return, how wonderful that would be. In fact ... I could just not go back. She shook herself suddenly and crimsoned in deep shame. How could she even think about abandoning her people? She had just imagined abandoning her people to the mercies of the ocean and forget her duty to them. She might as well have murdered them.
But the prospect of living without the worries of Zircon and an inevitable shortened lifespan was too wonderful to give up all at once even though Althea felt terribly guilty.
Well, I'm not going to go back for a year yet. I just need a holiday. After that, I'll probably want to go back, she tried to convince herself that it was reasonable to think this way.
Someone shouted out and waved, stunning her out of her thoughts. Althea quickly composed herself as she waved back to her divers. She put a smile on her face and came swiftly towards them. As she approached, though, her smile faded.
'Devlin, why are you not wearing your suit?' the Lady demanded. Five divers shifted uncomfortably and Dev stared stubbornly at the ground, mute and immovable as a donkey. He was dressed in light brown Sapphire clothing and did not look as if he was about to return down to the Island. Unable to get a response out of him, Althea turned towards the other divers for help.
'H-he wants to stay here,' the head diver ventured uncomfortably.
'Stay here?' the Lady cried out, astounded. 'Devlin Keith, do you mean that you wish to leave Zircon and become a- a member of the Sapphire Kingdom?' She faltered near the end, remembering all too well that this was similar to what she had only just imagined doing herself. Reddening in shame yet again, she stopped speaking. The divers looked fearfully from her to Dev and then at each other, believing the Lady to be absolutely infuriated. Dev glanced up at this accusation, surprised, and staring at her. He thought idly that the weather here was good for the Lady.
Althea, however, was not infuriated nor was she pondering over the weather. Instead, she was thinking unhappily. What right did she have to accuse him as if it were a crime? She was committing the worst crime by even thinking she could forget about her thousand subjects. Dev had every right to want to stay, but she didn't. In fact, Dev had already done his duty and been loyal to Zircon. He had come up before and never abandoned the kingdom then when he could have. He had every right to be rewarded. The flush from her cheeks disappeared and she sighed.
'I will ask the Queen if she will accept you into the kingdom,' she began at last.
'No!' Dev interrupted. 'That's not what I want. I just want to stay here,' - he cut off the 'with you' he had been about to add and said instead, 'as your bodyguard. I'll go back when you do.'
Althea stared at him. 'Devlin, you are not at all equipped to be a bodyguard.'
'Neither are you, Princess,' he retorted. 'And it's better for someone to stay with you than leave you on your own. Someone may try to assassinate you since you're our Lady. We can't lose you. Besides, I know how to wield a weapon even if you don't.'
'He has a point there, my Lady,' Thoral commented.
'But you're so young!' she protested.
'Older than you, Princess,' he said. 'Who else can be your bodyguard? Everyone else' - he waved a hand at the other divers - 'have family waiting for them. There's no one to miss me in Zircon.' He said this matter-of-factly, without any invitation for self-pity but that was precisely why Althea's heart melted with compassion for him. How lonely he must be sometimes, she thought in a moment of insight.
'If you stay now you may never return to Zircon,' she said more gently.
'I will,' he said confidently and looking her straight in the eye. 'You'll find a way home, Princess.' Her sorrowful eyes dropped, unable to accept the faith and respect he evidently had in her. Here she was, wanting to stay in Sapphire forever and ignore her people - she had thought if there was no way to go back to Zircon, it wouldn't matter anyway because she had done her duty by coming up - and here this boy, only a year older than her, had reminded her of all the hopes of Zircon. She wanted to slap herself.
'Very well,' she said quietly. 'You may stay.' Turning to the other divers, she kissed their cheeks tearfully. 'Good luck getting back to Zircon,' she whispered, pressing their hands. They nodded and wished her good luck on her quest. 'Come back soon, my Lady,' they repeated over and over. She nodded. There and then she made a resolution that she would go back.
In a moment the dark and light heads of the divers alike had disappeared under the ocean surface, leaving the two young Zirconians standing to watch them go. Both were looking hard at where they had vanished as if they were trying to watch over them all and the girl's hands were clasped together in prayer.
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