New: Oh my god....Nahyeon...

[Chaud]

Today was the end of school. And we were taking about what school we'd go to next, and Nahyeon mentioned she was going to another school than me. I'm going to the normal one in Lynfield...but she's going elsewhere. And if that happens, I'll never know. It's only about a year and a quarter until we leave school....and then the only girl I've ever loved will be gone away.

I know that's quite a long way away, but I doubt I'll ever have the guts to tell her. Even before the end of year 6 (the high grade in our school), when we 'graduate' from school. If I do tell her last minute, she might tell her new friends anyway...and I don't want that either. I smell depression. I didn't know to whom to turn, but you guys, my unofficial lecturers.

Well she ever know?

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Today's the last day of school for term three...next term is the last term of the year and we have to wear hats (but are allowed in the swimming pool). I should be rejoicing (more Evil NQIIing time), but I'm not. It just doesn't feel right.

Please don't tell me it's sympothies......I already have heaps.

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[Alex]

I'm sure you'll survive I just finished Term Three last week (I go to a private school), and I'm rejoicing the holidays.

There's a good reason for you having to wear hats.. I remember in primary school there was a motto "No hat, No play". Of course, by the time we were in Year 6 we all ignored it

Scary thing is when I go back to school for Term Four, I have five weeks of classes, one week of revision, one week of exams, then I'm done o.O

[Chaud]

It's been a great day today...it doesn't feel right having school ended. Everybody rushed out of the class screaming happily. I won't see Nahyeon...but I had a great time with her today. We talked to each other 20 times+.

We played my game (The Game of life) today with five other people....two times. I think we've gotten to know each other much better now that we sit near each other.

[Christopher]

Well theres a torrent of half decent movie out to go and see, in Wellington theres the Armageddon Expo (Yay!).

[Chaud]

Well theres a torrent of half decent movie out to go and see, in Wellington theres the Armageddon Expo (Yay!).

What's there that my parents won't say is 'crazily violent'

[Christopher]

Well theres a torrent of half decent movie out to go and see, in Wellington theres the Armageddon Expo (Yay!).

What's there that my parents won't say is 'crazily violent'

Um, theres the very first Amageddon AMV contest, theres the usual cosplay contest, subbed and dubbed anime viewing rooms, guests and stars, lots of aniem and comic related crap, the usual Xbox marquee, DDR competition, lots of stuff

[CSK]

Well theres a torrent of half decent movie out to go and see, in Wellington theres the Armageddon Expo (Yay!).

What's there that my parents won't say is 'crazily violent'

Um, theres the very first Amageddon AMV contest, theres the usual cosplay contest, subbed and dubbed anime viewing rooms, guests and stars, lots of aniem and comic related crap, the usual Xbox marquee, DDR competition, lots of stuff

Ugh, I'll be down in Wellington but will miss it by a day. Ah well.

And mate, year 6? You are in primary school for goodness sakes. I don't mean to sound harsh but I doubt you know what love really is.

[Kitten Medli]

You know what I'll say,buddy. So just tell her. Whats the worst that can happen? Honestly. If she doesn't love you shes not the one. You'll heal.

But if you keep it locked inside,you will never know if she DOES love you...in life, you gotta take chances or else you can't live happily.

[smudgeoffudge]

Give her one long stemed pink rose and tell her you'll miss her. Or if you just have to tell her before she leaves, like now, then don't worry about what her friends think! Everyone has an opinion about everything, you can't please everyone. If you fear rejection, or that she doesn't feel the same way, then just try to arrange some way to tell her goodbye like a friend would.

[Ken]

You know what I'll say,buddy. So just tell her. Whats the worst that can happen? Honestly. If she doesn't love you shes not the one. You'll heal.

But if you keep it locked inside,you will never know if she DOES love you...in life, you gotta take chances or else you can't live happily.

I agree with Medli....if you like her.....tell her. Whats the point of keeping it inside? If you don't want to confront her, you can explain it to her on the phone, or in a letter. If she doesn't like you....time will go on. You WILL find someone else, maybe even better. So just take the chance to tell her, you never know what will happen.

[Bangel]

And mate, year 6? You are in primary school for goodness sakes. I don't mean to sound harsh but I doubt you know what love really is.

EXACTLY what I was going to say. Exactly.

Dude. You. Are. Too. Young. You. Do. Not. Love. Her. You. Have. A. Crush. On Her.

If it's so darn important to you, just tell her.

[Chaud]

You know what I'll say,buddy. So just tell her. Whats the worst that can happen? Honestly. If she doesn't love you shes not the one. You'll heal.

But if you keep it locked inside,you will never know if she DOES love you...in life, you gotta take chances or else you can't live happily.

Seems like the only option.

[Alex]

And mate, year 6? You are in primary school for goodness sakes. I don't mean to sound harsh but I doubt you know what love really is.

EXACTLY what I was going to say. Exactly.

Dude. You. Are. Too. Young. You. Do. Not. Love. Her. You. Have. A. Crush. On Her.

If it's so darn important to you, just tell her.

What those two said.

This'll probably come out sounding harsh, but seriously.. you need to either just tell her how you feel, or quite simply, get over it.

You'll look back on this in a few years and wonder why you were so obsessed. And what's stopping you from catching up with outside of school? Even if she's at a different school to you, it's not the end of the world. You'll live.

[Illumination]

And mate, year 6? You are in primary school for goodness sakes. I don't mean to sound harsh but I doubt you know what love really is.

EXACTLY what I was going to say. Exactly.

Dude. You. Are. Too. Young. You. Do. Not. Love. Her. You. Have. A. Crush. On Her.

If it's so darn important to you, just tell her.

What those two said.

This'll probably come out sounding harsh, but seriously.. you need to either just tell her how you feel, or quite simply, get over it.

You'll look back on this in a few years and wonder why you were so obsessed. And what's stopping you from catching up with outside of school? Even if she's at a different school to you, it's not the end of the world. You'll live.

I think Chaud's too young to realise he's not really in love. I don't think he's old enough to understand.

When I was your age, I'd say I was like that too... I would've thought I'd been in love, but I look back on it now and realise that it was nothing more than a crush..maybe not even a crush. Even at my age, 13, I would say it is only the start of many things.

Chaud, you probably think you're old enough now to date, right? At your age, I did too.. I also look back on it now and find it stupid of me to think that. When I'm 16, I'll probably think I was too young to date at 13. You only realise a few years later.

I'll be honest with you, I think I've only truly liked one girl, and the crush lasted 2 months, but nothing ever happened even though I told her. In fact, she was the first person I told. I never told anybody else before I told her. This was pretty recent too...

[Qanda]

I think Chaud's too young to realise he's not really in love. I don't think he's old enough to understand.

When I was your age, I'd say I was like that too... I would've thought I'd been in love, but I look back on it now and realise that it was nothing more than a crush..maybe not even a crush. Even at my age, 13, I would say it is only the start of many things.

Chaud, you probably think you're old enough now to date, right? At your age, I did too.. I also look back on it now and find it stupid of me to think that. When I'm 16, I'll probably think I was too young to date at 13. You only realise a few years later.

I'll be honest with you, I think I've only truly liked one girl, and the crush lasted 2 months, but nothing ever happened even though I told her. In fact, she was the first person I told. I never told anybody else before I told her. This was pretty recent too...

I knew I was too young to date when I was thirteen, it comes of reading too many books. Once you've read widely only will you know that true love is not what you think it is at all.