ellamcumber wrote:
frustrated, confused, thinky and annoyed.
I dont want to get up just to take a freaking enterance exam to a school I dont even want to go to. I'm pretty much sick of living in the desert(even though I love it to bits) and I just want to move to my dream destination where I can actually pursue my dreams. What makes thing even worse is that I have recently been facing some scary circumstances and plenty of flash-back moments and deja-vus. They pretty much freak me out when thye do happen and it's beginning to make me think that I can see into my future, which only makes me seem more insane to other people around me but also myself. I just want to sit and thinnk about everything that I keep seeing and experiencing and just try to think about what on earth is going on.
I still dont want to live up to my dad's dream which is for me to live in the desert for the next 4 years. I want to move to the far side of the world and just experience a new life all to myself. Meh. Damn emotions.
O_o
Disturbed. And confused.
And mad at myself for starting sentences with "and". *is a grammar geek*