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I've been feeling so good lately. Like, I used to have this feeling. A feeling of emptiness inside of me. There isn't a point to being here, why on earth go to all the troubles that life has in store for me, only to die eventually. Why? I think to much. Anyway.

Since like, a few weeks ago, I've been having this feeling that, well, I'm happy to be alive. I realize this isn't all just a game, I realize I'm living a life, a life with so much things that others don't have. I feel how fortunate I am, and blahblah. It's a feeling of utter joy, being so happy to be alive!

And I have been having these feelings so much now. There's a smile on my face all the time! I've become way more optimistic and positive than I already was, which is really surprising. Since I never thought that to be possible.

I get tears of joy, literally. I mean, agh? Heh.

I mean, I still don't really have a goal in my life. I need to find a job, because I'm broke. And having no money isn't cool in my world. I also feel like picking back up one of the dozen sports I used to do. Too bad I'm lazy. My only, real major problem.

My self control has improved. I've been suspended from school several times, I have been in a couple of fights. But since those, I have only improved. One example, a jar of cookies. I see the jar, I know I'm not really supposed to grab a cookie. I used to take a cookie, and another, and a few more. Now, I look at the jar, and go, meh, I'll get one when I'm allowed to.


Now, I really don't want to sound like another sucker. But the only thing missing from my life, it seems, is love. Yeah, I'm only 15 years old. But still. Love is a big word, but something like it.


Okay, my happiness is sort of less now, since I feel like a total loser now. I've had a crush on this girl for two years now. And honestly, crushes aren't supposed to LAST SO DARN LONG! And yeah, the feelings are mutual. Both of us are just to shy. I mean, it took us ages before we even started holding each other's hands. She is so wonderful.


I went to a musical yesterday. I usually never go to musicals. I'm way too lazy. But she asked me if I wanted to come. And I can tell you, I have never enjoyed a musical more than that time.


No happy topic is full of happiness and perfectness. So yeah, how to over come my/our shyness?


So in short,


I love my life.


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WOAH!

I feel good!
Dunanananana
I knew that I would!
Dunanananana


Same with me, here man!
I feel like I have let go of my enemy by telling him off.

I LOVE LIFE!

Good to hear!


Life sucks now, btw.