Siniri wrote:
Jacob wrote:
I think of how things may turn out, and I wish some things could have gone better. But I never pretend as if something didn't happen. I believe in truth, and once you start messing with that, it goes into realms I don't wish to think about, because it's pointless. Like talking of an alternate reality, when the only one which should matter is this one. Biggest example of wanting and needing a sense of reality comes from "Hot Gimmick", which at the end of the manga it's mentioned the author intended to write a novel of the events...with a different ending. I found it repulsive, because I liked what I read in the manga and connected with it. What was the point of it all if you're going to say "oh wait, that didn't really happen". Also, which reality is the real one when it's said and done?
Well, the thing with fiction is that it
isn't truth -- it's all make-believe. But yeah, I hate when the author tries to pull that on you -- whether it was "it was all a dream" or "I just made my life seem better" (the last episode of Roseanne). But truthfully, there is no "real reality" in fiction, and so I don't feel bad about changing it to suit my own taste within my own head. I guess since my brain has already filled in a myriad of other random details, I just extend it and let it occasionally change the externally supplied details to suit itself; after all, mostly I read fiction for my own enjoyment, and so if I'm dissatisfied with what the author has made, why not make it so I can enjoy it better for myself?
It's rare that my alternative actually takes over my memory of what was in the book. I still know the author's ending to the manga I mentioned. But I was able to calm down by telling myself it wasn't real, and then allowing myself to imagine the alternative I would have preferred (ironically, books
do seem very real to me, and so I get really emotionally invested -- but I guess it's real like a dream is, where my mind can change it mid-course).
Well, let's pretend World War II never happened. Or if it did, it was merely a diplomatic dispute. Wait, that's a real life occurrence, which makes it wrong to even conceive. Of course, people actually do this, even in fiction with hilarious results (Hitler attacking Trunks and Goten of Dragon Ball Z with tanks). Or to put this back into the focus of book endings, what if Romeo and Juliet ended differently?
To those who know how it really ended, do you think I do William shame if I accepted that as reality? It ended as it did because that's the point. That was the message. To believe it didn't happen would be to miss it completely.
My concern is knowing and excepting the reality of things, even if they are tragic and painful to know. There
are events and actions I wish could have gone through with stories. But I would never go so far as to say it didn't happen and isn't true, and make up my own version to fit my piece of mind. I can create alternate concepts as to what I would have preferred, and usually
do do that. But I never forget the reality of what something is. That would do honesty and reality a disservice, especially if I'm relying such information to another. I enjoy Fan Fiction, as long as the readers remember that it's a lie.
Don't mind me. Just a pet peeve I seem to have discovered. What is real is very important to me.
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