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Just what I need, a morbid topic. Ok, I'm changing it a bit. I am simply banned from PPT, never to see it again rather than dying
Lets see...
Alex
...Alex
Cyanna
Dawn
Tymaporer
Iconoplast
Jim
Fiddelysquat
Caesara
Er, can I put the whole Mod team down as one? lol, er mabye SL then

I would tell them whats happening, and thank them for all they've done for me. The Divas for helping me with my depression, the mods for helping me with a few problems *looks meaningfully at mods, and everyone else who has always been there for me. And I'll stop now, I'm about to cry.

I know this list is bigger than it should be. But, this is barely half of the people I talk to from PPT within a week. so yeah..

In no particular order..

Spiralethe: Beyond anyone I have ever met is your personality. You're such a great person to allways be willing to help someone sort themselves out and be self sacraficing enough to listen to their problems. You've helped me in life, on Neopets, on the forum. I don't think I could ask for a more caring person and I'm honored to call you my proverbial big sister.

Xerai: Talented debater. Total head thinker and brilliant all around, Paul. You're personality allways reminded me of a character form a video game or story I read or played. I remember thinking of what character and just not being able to put your personality fully to anyone person. I great appreciated speaking to you, Our conversations were allways interestings and not once did i feel bored or too lazy to reply. I really enjoyed trading pieces of literature with you and reading it. If I can give you anymore advice it's to not analyse situations anymore. leave something to the wind.

Destiny: *gives her a moogle* You have to be the most driven person I have ever met. Quite passionate in what you believe in and allways sticking up for the little guy. You're drive is only matched by your compassion and intense caring you place on all those you love. I've seen you at your best and your not so best and can't say I have ever thought less of you. Our friendship has been a weird one, eh? We're allways either the best of buds or the worst of enemies. I'm happy that we have allways resolved though. I couldn't Imagine a day when we don't talk. 'cause it's that much more boring

FrankieG:I can't say I have ever been angry at you Frankie, you've always been friendly and nice enough to say hi or talk to. For that I'm honored. During the Neopets war, I can really say I got to know you better and thats a good thing cause if I hadn't I would of missed out. Everything about you is awesome. You handle situations with ease and manage amazing Math marks that I can only envy. Alas, I would have to thank you for all the good laughs you've gaven us over the last year.

Koku:SQUEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Fangirl best bud! Koku, we've tried to kill each other, we've tried to mutilate each other, and we've both giggled madly over Jpop. What More would anyone wnat in a high powered, loving and amazing graphic maker? Unfortunately, I guess we wont do another Step by Step together..

Jenn: You showed me my first fanfic. I barely remember it but I appreciate it nonetheless. You're music taste is unmatchable. Incubus, Radiohead, ahh, If I keep naming the awesome bands you've told me about I'll need to take a break to listen to them. Which I can't do right now..I have more to write.

Sapphire_faerie: You were allways there to help me, even when youw ere tired. There are no words to describe my appreciation.

Pyroparrot: You made a crack at me the first time I encountered you. The second time I met you. I made a friend for life. You're aspirations are awesome and even more so your mind. Mat, the way you can conduct yourself but maintain such an amazing writing skill is beyond anything I can comprehend. I know you'll hate me for saying this, but before I met you I couldn't even point Wales out on a map. Now I'm afraid that if I don't, I'll be shot.

David+Ariel: I swear I didn't put you two in the same paragraph cause Im getting lazy! David, For a Nun, you've been a constant remined of the zenith of cool. I appreicate your gaming skill and respect for all things bandana wearing. Ariel, I know now that you are not a font. You're a PSP Brush! Nah, just kidding. You've managed to keep David level headed. Thats the greatest achievement anyone could make. XD

Alex: My official Gmail buddy. I know that it is rather pathetic that we have sent nearly over 90 emails to each other, but I have to admit, it has been fun. I never really got to know you well enough in the past. But, Im glad I have now. I love your taste in music and even moreso just how good of a person you are.

Cae: Our little Blueberry muffin, Cae you've been lighthearted, loving and friendly since I first met you. Your passionately bent on criivng me up the wall that I don't intend on climbing. Regardless of how hard you try, you'll never scare me. You're just to huggable *hugs*

Ammer: I could of sworn you got one of these in the year book. However, it's been awesome getting to know you. I had much fun working with you on projects throughout the year and it's great that I've made such a friend.

Bno: I can express how I feel towards you Bno. It's been good to be able to speak to someone who has been through the same tragedies I have been through. I appreciate those conversations as it, well I hope both of us, get a lot of pain off of our chests. Keep searching for that pic, and Im sure you'll find it.

Rune: I still refuse to believe that this is cute. It's been too fun talking with you. Regardless of whether our conversations were serious or just fun. I appreciate it nonetheless, however, I can't say that I'm anymore fond of the Faerie Koi than I was before.

Fidds: staple of most lists, Im sure. You're downright amazing human being. And when I say Human being, I mean someone who faces difficulties as well. You wrote something once, about a retreat you went on and returned from with a new respect for life and everything around you. I remember wanting such a feeling as well, and when I finally had such a feeling, I pm'd you a thank you. You're a great person and I don't think you've ever not stuck up for what you believe in.

Iconoplast:You've reached out and helpped people in my life at school. and I don't think you know how much you've helped my friendships. Yeah, she hates me now, but she hasn't done anything and i feel I owe that to you. My all time favurite Neoquest buddy, you can only be described as awesome. You've corrected my writing and for that Im super appreciative.

I can barely finish this list. I love you all too much. PPT is my home at home. Jim was right when he called it the breakfast club, when I come here, I can befriend people who I would probably hide from or just walk a by on the street. I feel I can credit PPT for many of the positive changes I've made in my life, theres really no other place I can really see myself standing.

Argh, I'm tearing up. >_<

I've only got four people to address personally. I know and care for more people, but these four are definitely the big ones. Others will be addressed by name, but you lot will be thanked for more. Another reason for there only being four 'big ones' is because of my knowing them better, and for a longer time, I suppose.

Cae: Oh, what can I say. You were my first friend on PPT, and you continue to be one of the closest [friends]. I've far too many memories of talking to you, being insane and random with you on AIM, and of the two of us just chatting for hours. I'll never forget you, Cae. Or shall I say, Car? (Or perhaps just Darcie would do...) *Hugs*

Yoshi: I've said it before, but I'll say it again: You're too cool for your own good. o_o We've spoken one-on-one only a few times, but I'll still remember them. I've had fun reading your journal and then teasing you about things, like 'Yvon' (bwahahaha), the 'get-hit-in-the-head-every-day' thing, and countless others. You, Yoshi, are awesome.

Tasha (Sugarini): You don't get on the computer that often, now, but that doesn't mean I won't remember you forever and ever. We've had fun, whether it was when I was in ASP, or in the BG usergroup, or when you hit 5k posts and were celebrating... Or, of course, when we were scheming with the rest of QETYOG. >:]

Lillie: God, Lillie. What can I say. You're an amazing person, with an even more amazing personality. Probably the most kind-hearted soul and purest of heart person I've ever had the pleasure of being friends with, you have a permanent place of residence in my memories and my heart. *Glomps* I hope you become a famous author, as you definitely deserve it, with your talent and more.

<b>Everyone:</b> Ahh. There is no way I can cram everything I want to say into one paragraph, but I'll try. I'll start with specific groups of people.

<b>To the staff:</b> You guys are amazing. Amazing for keeping this forum and site running, through both bad or good times. Amazing for being some of the friendliest people ever, period. Amazing for knowing exactly what to say, when it needs to be said. I have to admit, I feel pretty insignificant when compared to some of you, but even so, every mod, SM, and admin has made me feel loved, in some way or another. I don't really know some of you, and a few of the staff I've gone through rough spots with. Even with these complications, we've all gotten along well, and have always patched things up in the end.

There are no words that can describe my eternal thanks to you all, or how much I love you guys.

So I'll just say thank you for the experience of being able to work with you, and thank you for keeping my time here safe and happy. Again, thank you.

<b>To my friends from the early ASP days of action:</b> You all know who you are. I'm going to address each of my ASP/QETYOG friends (except for Tasha, as I already thanked her).

Punky/Destinyte, you were a great pet during the times of QETYOG. Not only that, but an even greater friend. We've definitely had fun together.

Sunnie (Zero!)... Good God, girl, you rock. You're an everlasting ball of energy and joy, and your hyperness and insanity is contagious. I admired you long before we were friends, and when we finally befriended each other, I was ecstatic, because you were so COOL. Continue being amazing, my friend.

Amber (HPfan36)- Ah! Not only are you a great RPer, an HP fan, and a member of QETYOG, but you're a good friend! You're far too great.

(Long live QETYOG!)

Benladesh/Mr Goldfish/Max- What can I say. Your energy is catching. You never seem to stop being, well, you, and for someone like yourself, that's a good thing. You, Sir Goldfish, are awesome.

Cheese Pants- Awesome person, awesome friend. That really sums it up, for you.

<b>The HHP gang:</b> If you don't know what HHP is, well, it's a small forum I frequent. Most of the members are also members here. HHP.

Liv (Anubis): Liv, you're just... I can't think of any word that describes you. Awesome? No, more than that, I suppose. Ah well. You're... Great! That's it! Great RPer, great friend, great admin [at HHP], and great person to worry with ('AHH HHP'S GONE!!!', remember? One heck of a long freak-out session).

Jade (_jade_em_): Jade, you are literally awesome. Watching you work on HHP makes me feel guilty for not doing as much with PPT. If Liv's the mastermind behind HHP, you're it's Queen.

And you're far too good of a writer for your own good. Like with Lillie, I hope you become a famous author.

<b>The RPers:</b> Some of you I have already mentioned. For those of you I haven't... Here you go.

Glass Charm/Glass Miracle: Your RP was the first I was ever in, almost one year and a half ago. I was in that thing for near seven months, I believe, re-joining every time you re-made it. I never regretted doing so, as 'the Faerie RP' started me off on writing. I made mistakes, and down the path of my RPing life (which, unfortunately, is now quite dead), my experiences in FRP helped me learn more, and eventually made me a better writer.

To my great jealousy, you're far better at this [RPing] than I could ever be. It doesn't help that you're a wonderful person, either.

Thank you for everything.

Twizzler0171: Gosh. I haven't really spoken to you, but my time spent RPing with you has been terrific. You joined the first RP I ever made, 'the Magic Within', and I was quite thankful for that.

<b>Those crazy people from that crazy chatroom:</b> If I address each of you, I'm going to start sobbing. So I shan't. I'll just say this: *Glomp* I love each and every one of you. Dan, Spira, Sasha, Ayse, Frankie, Chass, Sakura... And everyone else.

Thank you, you crazy weirdos.

(And I haven't been in the chat for a week or so 'cause my computer's dead and this one doesn't have AIM or iChat (the horror!), and my mom won't let me download anything...)

<b>Everyone else:</b> I've modded some of you, I've fought with a few, and even so, I love you all. Thanks for making my time at PPT a wonderful experience.

Males:

FrankieG: You rock, seriously . You're personality is so unique.
Bno: Your humour is cool, and I love talking to you.
Xil: You're literature rocks, I love reading and commenting, and "those kind of posts" in your livejournal, they rock too!
Pyro Parrot: You're pride for Wales is unearthing, and your literature, talking to you is always fun.
Venom: Even though he probably won't read this, he's such a great guy and I wish I could talk to him.

Females

Destiny: Your passion and aims is so much better than mine, you go girl
Igg: You're a great drawer, good humour and an awesome personality
Sakura: Your obsession with Harry/Draco is funny, and your attitude is amazing.
Alex(TheDevil): Just totally awesome Really nice to talk to.
Enigma: I yearn to talk to you, you're such an amazing person to conversate with, even if there is a bit of an age gap.
Chibi: See Sakura, (I keel you! After my martini!)
Amy: Being penpals will be so great =) I have your letter written, awaiting stamps

I'm getting all choked up. I don't think I'll be able to post my list right now. I think I'll have to go watch Rambo or something before I do so I don't get all emotional.

I don't know many people here really, but I would still feel the need to say goodbye to some people.

I'd have to say goodbye to PenguinDreams though, my bestest best best friend from PPT. *hugs* You're so wonderful, you really are. I love talking to you, it's very fun, yet random a lot of the time, but I'm not complaining.

Igg:: Igg, you're great, and I enjoy talking to you, I think we think (hmmm...sounds odd) very much alike, which is great. You seem to have great taste in everything. You rule. *grin*

Anubis: Ah, Anubis, even though we don't speak that often, you amuse me when you do.

Jo: I don't talk to you as much as I would like to, but when I do, its fun. I like the three way conversation thingies Igg, you and I have, and we tend to go very off topic most of the time. Again, I think we think very much alike. I find it really easy to chat to you and Igg.

Kariiau: You're so nice and friendly, it's a pleasure to talk to you.

Alex: We haven't spoken much really, but you seem so nice, I'd love to have the chance to talk to you more.

xerai : Paul, you rock. Not much more to say really, but you do rock.

Twinklyspangle: Ah, my new fellow Streets fan. Well, I'm not really a fan, but you know what I mean. I've only really spoken to you on that "Dry Your Eyes" topic, and I want to talk to you more, you seem a really cool person.

Apricus: Another person I would love to talk to more. You seem so nice. ^_^

Tuna Consuma: I've only just started speaking to you, and I don't even know your real name, but you're a fun person.

EDIT : Yay, Tuna Consuma, I know your real name.

I would say goodbye to everyone anyway in my own way, so it doesn't really matter.

I'll see what I can do here...

Note that most of these people are long gone.

Steph: Thank you for your help and thank you for being my friend. Love always.

Lillie: Thank you for everything you've done. Tend to the RPers and don't miss me too much.

Ven: Thanks for the fun times and the restocking tips.

Fe: Your colorful presence always brightens me up. Don't ever lose your vibrance.

Jim: Wotcha mate. Thanks for putting up with me.

Draconis: You're a special one. I'll always remember you. Please be happy. I'll miss the RPs with you.

Bison/Longinus: Best friends 'til the end, my friend.

Mat: Thanks for acknowledging me. Anarchy was fun times. Please, lay off the tobacco.

Jill: Thanks for those fun times, Mrs. Hulk. Stay strong, cam buddy.

Ducky: It's too bad you couldn't stick around. See you space cowboy.

To everyone else: Farewell everyone and have a nice life. Enjoy it while you can.

Wow. I really don't know... One person comes to mind though.

Infernobanjo: I really need to mention you here. We had many great conversations over the months. You were the one who first invited me to AIM chats. If I hadn't met you then I wouldn't have met the wonderful people I know from PPT today.

To everyone else, I don't know what to say. Everyone that I've met is special to me. There are a certain few that I'd like to say here, but I'm not going to. One I really should mention so I can express my feelings but I'm not going to right now. Maybe some day though. This person has to do with a certain poll about a certain topic in a certain chat. And only 1 person will get that

Chass - For those crazy times...I'll never forget last year in the voicechats you'd always have a story. "Once upon a time there was a girl named Jill..." Good times chass. I'm gonna come back and haunt you just for the hell of it :D
Steph - Skank!!! Teehe I remember our crazy webcamming and how we'd flip each other off and when you wrote me a letter on your birthday and I got it like a month later XD I know you're not on much but you're one of the coolest online people I know
Erin- I love my Eriney!! ^_^ Good luck with Steven and Hatter. She'll be a fine dog and try to cheer up once in a while. If anyone causes you pain, I'll haunt them forever.
Nikita - So many good times webcamming..hehe. Remember we used to voice chat and I'd do my endless wayne chanting.."its da wayne".
Jenn - Popsicles!!! Those soccer tips you gave me last year worked and stuff :D I owe it all to you. Remember our crazy webcam convos and we'd show each other random stuff in our room and like show off our outfits and stuff? XD Don't change Jenny Jenn Jenn.
Mat- My fellow Welshman, we'll have our revenge one day on those English. Even if it means I have to do it from beyond the grave. Stay true to your welsh pride and honour! For fun, I'm going to haunt the English Queen until she drives herself mad and commits suicide.
Fe- I know you're not here either and I haven't been able to really talk to you. I won't forget your ghetto NYC booty and those crazy webcam games we would play and talking about um...inappropiate stuff. O:) Good luck with the college sistah.
Fiddely - My fellow PAer. Many regrets on not getting to meet you. Keep up those crazy ramblings, even a dead soul is going to need a good laugh every now and then. Watch out for the amish people at the movies...XD
Wayne - Thanks for all those soccer videos and stuff. I'll be sure to try and get a goal for you at the big soccer field in the sky! P.s. Man Utd all the way!!!
Dave - Keep at it Mr. Hulk ;) I won't forget that special accidental shot I got one day while watching your webcam...don't worry. I'm taking that with me to the grave! Keep up with the computer nerdy stuff :P

And for my ppter friends, you all know I love you just the same. Good luck with your life and try not to spend so much time on here, there's more to life then the internet! And for some ppters I dislike, if you see any strange happenings in your house and to you, chances are it's me haunting you for revenge.

Oi.

...hard list.

Lillie - You are the most amazing person, Lillie-dear. You take care of me, you take care of Socky (XD), you are loving and caring and just a wonderful, amazing person. I lub you *hugs* Always be Lillie =)

KasBunny - You are oneof my dearest friends. You are great, Bunny. You are one of my best friends and just a great person. You are my crazy, pretty, friendly, interesting, awesome Kas-friend...I luffya.

Chass - Chass, you are awesome, I love telling you things about how my sister is and you're the only one who I know can respond accordingly

...Alex - YOU ARE SO INSANE! *hits you with a potato* You are so smart and crazy and awesome. *hugs* You have always been one of the great, awesome people to me =)


AlexTheDevil - You always help me out, Alex-dear. Even though you haven't fixed my laptop. XD You have been a huge help, and even though we've stopped talking as much in IM you are still so awesome.

David - Augh, Davidy, what do I say about you? You are just...David. Drama queen (XD) and generally spiffy person. Even though you are so infuriating sometimes you're cool XP

Ariel - Ariely, I have known you for so long it seems, and we talk so much. It's weird when I don't talk to you for two long! I know that I can rely on you and I know I can whine to you. You are such a great friend and such a great person.

Missa - The Missa I just met. XD Hi. As you said...I have seen you from afar for long, even though we just met today. ^_~ I can already tell you're cool and such an awesome person...even though really insane.

Nikita - I've known you longer than anyone on this list...since you know, we met on neopets and stuff You are definetly a cool person Nik. You've pretty much introduced me to almost all of my 'important' online things...PPT being the main thing. You are great =)

Fe - Aaah, I miss you Fe. Even though I haven't talked to you in forever you're still important to me.

EVERYONE - Eee it's everyone! Seriously, everyone who I have talked to from PPT, who I have been friends with, I adore you guys. You are so great.

Fidds - I'm sorry for going over the limit with 'everyone.'

(I'm posting to 'save' it. Because I know my comp will crash on me while I'm writing this. =o=)

Everyone: The nurse just left... so I'm typing this quickly. I'm afraid I have bad news... the tumour is inoperable. Doctors say I have a day... at most. They said that 4 hours ago.

Twenty hours. Not nearly enough to do all that I've wanted in life. I wanted to travel to Nepal. I wanted to get a novel published. I wanted to actually get around to writing that novel. I wanted to be a mod on PPT. I wanted to own a grey kitten named Nomad.

Now look at me. Bedridden, with barely enough strength to type this. I'm in constant pain, and continually lose consciousness. The drugs are kicking in... I'm afraid that once the painkillers take hold, I may not wake up again.

Before I go... I'd just like to thank some of you. Singling you out is giving me a headache... but I'll try.

First... Lillie. You're not stupid... no matter what you say. You're one of the nicest, friendliest people I've ever known. You've taken me from the brink of destruction too many times to count... and for that, I thank you. You're... one of the greatest people I've never met.

Amethyst: I never did find out who Yoh is... nevertheless... I thank you. For everything.

Alex(thedevil): You owe me ten bucks.

I... can't think anymore. There's just so many that I'd like to thank.
Just... everyone. The RPers... the Divas... everyone. I love you guys. You're the best friends I could have had in this time.

The nurse just came back... with another needle. I recognize the packet... it's a sedative. I'm afraid that I... probably won't be able to read any of your replies. I'm sorry, my friends.

I just have one thing to say before I go, and that is tha

Uh..thanks?



Yeah. Don't think I'll die from fire. To be honest, I have too many people to talk to, but here's the easiest I can remember [no order]: PenguinDreams, Adam, Zega (hey, you're not half bad!), Adoration, Zero!, tyma, Dawn, Medli, Flame, Alisquid and many others.

Hmmm, I don't know many of you very well but,

Medli- It was great working with you on our (uncompleted) project. You're very generous, always thinking of others, and so nice! I'm gonna miss planning "projects" with you!

twinklyspangle- I'll miss you!!!! You always think of your guild members first, and are so nice!!! Whenever i had a question you would answer me, and help me out!

Messs17- You're so funny sometimes! And when we did that step by step thing, it was so challenging, and i would get all mad and vent to you about how dumb it was (lol) and you would listen and cheer me up!

That's it. I hope to meet more people! Wait, i can't i'm gonna die!!!! (lol)

Now I feel marginally horrible.
A: For feeling no emotions. Then again, my friend said, and I quote, "You have the emotional range of a teacup!"
B: For not typing personal messages.....

Like I've been ranting lately I suddenly realise that I don;t really know anyone that well. So In no particular order,

162 - Hope you can kidnap her one day.
Iconoplast - Hope one day you can live without such terrible problems
Lillie - Your meaningful posts will be missed in the realm of the dead/afterlife/reincarnation as hot pants/whatever
Cheese - Thanks Mate.
Ecliptic - You may have a social life but that doesn't mean Neglecting PPT.
Fzun - Good luck fo the future...I still think you're strange.
Dawn - Thanks for being a friend, or at least a vague associate.

RPers - Sorry for my terrible curse, everytime I join an RP it seems to get stagnent. Must be my fault.

Mods and Higher ups - Sorry for making your lives a living hell with my monthly stupidities.