My head's still a mess, my jaw hurts for some unexplainable reason as well ...the coughing makes everything else hurt, too. Definitely don't feel so good.
Also feeling a bit confused. I'm not sure what would be best - if I went to school in the morning or if I stayed home and finished the "getting better again" process. It's really not recommended I miss something, but then again, there is that at least 4 days rule.
I had a little breakdown in my boyfriend's car over all the demands and worries I have to deal with right now, and bizarrely, that made me feel so much more relaxed than before.
"Oh, better far to live and die/Under the brave black flag I fly/Than play a sanctimonious part/With a pirate head and a pirate heart."
tired and grumpy - seeing as i am leaving my school to go back to the middle east i though i had missed the day for sure so then i could beginning all the packing that i have to do. But when school calls, you are expected to answer to doubt about it so I HAVE to go in for my last two lesson which just so happen to be some of the best lessons i get for the day
depressed - after watching a string of sad romance movies topping it all off with gerard butler's performance as the phantom of the opera, then yes, I do indeed feel very unloved and lonely.
My grandmother just had brain surgery yesterday, and there is no way for me to get there and see her, but at the moment, everything looks fine, but all I can do now is wait for phone calls and updates from my father.
People keep bringing up the dog I had to get rid of, and keep telling me that we're going to see her soon at "this" or "that" time, and constantly trying to get my hopes up or make me feel better, I don't know, which is REALLY ticking me off because it's been a lie every time I've heard it for the past 3-4 months. On top of that, my mother also keeps randomly bringing up how she "never wants another animal in the house", when she knows full well what my future plans are (using my own money, getting my own dog, in the home that I will be paying half of the rent and bills on).
I STILL hate living here, and I don't see my opinion of that ever changing, but I've got to find SOME way to keep myself from going nuts and becoming some kind of recluse, as there is absolutely no one to talk to here...