I feel okay, today wasn't awful but it wasn't really good either. After I changed into my shorts and shirt for gym today, I was stuffing my books and regular clothes back in my gym locker and I accidently slammed my finger REALLY hard into the locker door, and it actually cracked my nail of my one finger and now it has a big purple spot on it. I thought I broke it, and it was numb for the whole class period. I also got tripped by a girl in a basketball game and I got a brushburn on each of my knees, and then she tripped over me and she landed right on my foot and twisted it. So, I got pretty beat up in gym class. Then we had band after school because our concert is next week (I'm a bit worried, because a lot of people in band are stupid and don't want to pay attention and they goof off and we're really not ready) and I felt sick because we were sitting on the stage where it was like, 100 degrees because of all the lights and I didn't feel that great before I went there to begin with.
Same way as yesterday... things just aren't going good. I have so much homework, I actually cried in class. Not to mention, I'm in an argument with 2 friends, which I really want to talk back to again... but they're ignoring me. I feel so stupid... and on top of that, again... scared for my friend.
Frustrated and peeved. I don't know why I even bother talking to my mother. Oh yeah, because she keeps calling me, and I'm too polite to just hang up on her, although I was three seconds from doing so.
I'm sick. =( I still had to go to school today, though, and I went to the nurse twice and nothing helped me feel better. I constantly felt like I was going to get sick, and I was really freaked out because I get REALLY embarrassed when something like that happens. I'm just relieved that I got through the school day without getting sick, but I kept resting my head on my desk and I couldn't concentrate, and all the teachers kept asking me if I was alright. Ugh, I HATE getting sick SO much.
Yay -numerous reasons mean that im slowly leaving my depressive rut Itchy -Stupid weather make me itchy ¬_¬
Ouch - A christmas tree i was putting up fell on me.
Not heavy. Point though
I don't know; I'm really scared for myself and those around me. It's as if my future is going coming clear to me, and by the looks of it, it's not good.
Going through some rough times myself, but at least my 4 arguments are now all resolved. But two of my friends cried today, and not to mention the fact that my friend is still scaring me with her 'hating herself' xanga blogs.
Happy =). I cheered up yesterday watching some funny video on the internet which my friend sent me, and I bought Fire Emblem today. The only bad thing is that I didn't study at all in 12 hours, but oh well, I'm going to fail anyways.
