andyroonie wrote:
Fear is kinda my friend.
I do have 2 phobias.
Torture without death
Going to hell
Eternity [the thought of nothing ending]
I share two of your phobia's
*going to hell. It really worries me, just the thought of eternal suffering and sadness. Crying out for help and no-one would help you and knowing it won't ever end...
*Eternity. This fear has given me an anxiety attack once, I was awake at night, thinking about dying and stuff. When there would be nothing, no hell or heaven, but you become a ghost and are able to see everything, but can't do anything about it. You notice time passing, eventually everthing dies, the earth decays and in the very end there's nothing left.
Then the universe expands until everything is black and empty and your still there in the dark silence... *shudders*, ok I think too much
another fear/phobia of me is being sick and having to throw up. I worry when I just have a cold, don't have an appetite or when I think something tastes a bit odd when I just ate it. When people around me are feeling ill, I always ask if they feel sick, hoping they aren't, because if they are, I might get it too.